The Definition of Boredom

**I can't seem to count how many times I've wrote posts about being bored, but this time I really couldn't stand it**


To those of you who thought you know what being bored feels like... seriously, reconsider... I'm sure you haven't gone through the worst. Even though I can't say that what I've been through IS the worst, but I can assure you it's the worst I have been through.

It's been free week... 'yeaaa... free week!!'.... but what's more, it turns out more to be 'Assignment-week'. But then again, I'm 'Home-alone' right now with all my housemates gone, and all the KK-zai's have also retreated back to KK. So I'm left with a laptop, a camera, an empty house, and a cup of coffee.

And then, boredom strikes. Wanna know what the ultimate boredom feels like?

• Feeling bored is when you spend more than an hour lying down on the bed staring at the ceiling... and falling asleep... and wake up again... just to stare at the ceiling and fall back to sleep;
• Feeling bored is when you feel that the floor is more comfortable than your bed to lie down on;
  
• Feeling bored is when you realise that the camera is one of the best inventions in the world;
• Feeling bored is when you stop to realise that your mirror is dirty and you clean it up;
• Feeling bored is when you're so bored you'd rather sleep than do anything else;
• And end up sleeping all day and not being able to sleep at night;

• Feeling bored is when you fold paper airplanes and throw them out your back window;
• Feeling bored is when you walk down the stairs, just to find yourself walking back up;
• Feeling bored is when you're not sure whether today is Wednesday or Thursday.... or is it Friday? "Wait.... lemme check...."
  
• Feeling bored is when you spend 6 hours on an assignment.... and didn't realise you spent 6 hours on it;
• Feeling bored is when you check your mail 10 times a day, for no reason whatsoever;
  
• Feeling bored is when you realise you'd finish listening to each and every one of your 10GBs of MP3s on your laptop within the last 3 days (I seriously didn't realise this until I wondered why I was hearing the same songs again ^^);
• Feeling bored is when you re-open your old videos and watch them all over again, just to find them as interesting as ever;
• Feeling bored is when you don't mind the internet being slow.... just to click the refresh button over and over again.... and if it still doesn't load, you just lie down on the bed and wait;

• Feeling bored is when you don't wanna touch your assignment even though it's the only thing you have to do;
• Feeling bored is when you just wanna grab your head and shout;
• Feeling bored is when you don't know whether it's stress or it's boredom that's making you feel weird;
• Feeling bored is when you have the time to sit back and dream.... about the past, the present, the future;
• Feeling bored is when you realise life is actually a funny thing;
• Feeling bored makes you realise that there's so much in life.... yet so little at the same time;
• Feeling bored makes you feel like something bad is gonna happen;
• Feeling bored makes you crazy, but also makes you clever;

• Boredom also makes you NOT feeling like blogging, while you have a blog that's collecting dust.

That's if for now I guess.... it's 4:30am in the morning. I should get some sleep =.=

想要发疯的感觉。

Forgive the chinese title, because I couldn't think of any nice way to put it in english, hehe.

The heat of the mid day sun, the piling up of assignments and exams, plus the drowsiness of being half asleep, and so many things going on in my mind, just makes me wanna go crazy. There's been so many times I wish I could just change my course to another that was more suited for me, or something that I'd enjoy more, but that just isn't the option available for me.

I don't know about other people, I don't know about other subjects, but sometimes I get the feeling that my subject is like the effin hardest subject someone could possibly come up with. There's been countless times when I just don't bloody KNOW what the hell I'm reading looking at! Imagine looking at a page filled with gibberish! (gibberish means random words/language that makes no sense at all for those of you who didn't know what it is) If you can't imagine that, just imagine going to a Thai or Tamil website and try reading a page from there. That's the feeling I get when I look at my labs and practical notes.

Anyway... at least today's over, I managed to study (somehow....) and just decided to update my blog with something 'Normal' since the last few posts have been anything BUT normal.


So what have I been up to recently?

Firstly, with regards to the previous post. I decided that..... I will perform and continue with magic, until another hurdle comes along and I fall flat. With that being said, magic needs practice ^.^ and I've been kinda held up between Uni assignments, studies, and playing with my poker cards. But nevertheless, it certainly feels good being able to hold those cards once again and do all those fancy stuff with them.

Then after having my camera sitting around doing nothing for some time, this Saturday I went for a potrait shooting session with Curtin's Photography Club @ AppleBox Pictures (both of them merged into.... I dunno what they call themselves now). I'd love to upload the pictures I took, but as they are not pictures of Me but some 'hired' models, I think I don't really have the right to distribute the pictures, especially not online. Sorry ^.^


Well, have an exam coming up tomorrow. So long....


p/s: Is the post a little TOoo normal?