Having Insomnia?

For those of you who aren't familiar with what Insomnia is..... its the inability to fall asleep or remain asleep for a reasonable amount of time. Fortunately for me, I guess I sleep like a log, but.... falling asleep takes forever.

Since when, I do not know, I realised that I've been having a hard time falling asleep lately. Why? I don't know. Probably I just think too much. Have you ever woke up the next morning and tried to think back what was the last thing you thought about last night before you fell asleep?? Haha, I guess no one, or at the most, not many people do that..... I do though.

My mind is always busy, constantly on the move, all day, and even night until I fall asleep. I think of the past, present, future, anything you could think of. Simulating situations, thinking of all the "what if's", test-running the "if only"s, dreaming of things I could do, would do, would say, would do if I have to, would do if I could, going through the depths of my brain, bringing up my subconscious memories, regretting, recalling, remembering, reliving.

I think that's why I always take hours and hours to fall asleep. Trying to go to sleep at 12 always ends me up falling asleep only at 3 am, maybe 4. I thought my body's clock was programmed for me to sleep at 3, so last night I tried sleeping at 3. To my surprise. I fell asleep at around 5. I think its high time I tuned down my brain's activity a little...... or it'll fry in no time.


Well, to those who are interested. Last night was Tshung Tsin night. Being an Ex-student, I feel I can't help but go back and have a look see look see........

The school sure has changed quite a bit.... ticket prices, RM10 and 20!!? Where did all the good old Five dollar note tickets go to? I guess Fives aren't worth much now.... I guess the petrol price took its toll on everything. What makes things worse are that the RM10 tickets were SOLD OUT when we wanted to entre.

That did it, I'm leaving I thought. Just then, a friend of mine tried to call someone from inside to "smuggle" some used tickets out, Wahahaha.... this reminds me of the old days where me and my friends used to smuggle our way in, 2 tickets could get 10 guys in for the show. I guess the old-school skills could still work even after being a graduate, haha.

Going in, as expected, year by year, the performances gets worse and worse...... but for free.... maybe I wouldn't mind and couldn't complaine then. I guess our school's golden days are about over now..... whats left.... isn't worth much....


Hmm..... nothing much to talk/ramble about lately..... since nothing much have been going on. So I guess I'll just leave it at here. じゃあな